Home is where the heart is......

Yeah that old line from a TV show or seems to be the case when one is not well no?

Right now am in a shit load of pain with the back, my head is all over the place right now.

I had an appointment with my GP yesterday to get the back sorted and he didn't even do an examination, it was just a simple you have mental issues you need help. So he writes me a sick note for a week and gives me some fuck off pain killers. Went to see the practice nurse afterwards for some tests, and I explained to her what the crack was with him.....seems I aint the only one he's been short with and given the wrong diagnosis to. I accept I am not the most articulate of people when I am in pain and under a lot of stress, for god sake it's all wanting to get out and yet his approach was so "who cares" it made me feel so out of place.

Still am on me way home now as I write this, I have to go see the specialist back home, it seems the back pain may not just be coming from the back, could be something else........

 

Ciao! x

Doctors....

Gotta be up and in there for 9.10am, back problems persist might have to go on the sick......plus I need to see a Renal specialist in Manchester......know of a good one?

Thought not!

 

Ciao! x

Different

I wonder if this is a more interesting way to send a blog?

8 Assignments....

To be done before the end of april:

4 x 3000 Word Essays

1 x Educational Autobiography

1 x Presentation

1 x Personal Development Plan

1 x 1500 Word Essay

Can it be done? I am wondering given the amount I am working it is not possible, but with some hard graft I should be able to get two down this week and really slog it out.

Then in amongst all that I have a shit load of revision to do, cos I *ahem* missed out on a lot of lectures. Still I will get there no matter what is thrown in my way!

Working for cash shall take a backseat, and The Wii will go unused for a while. Still clever as I am, am still an unorganised sod!

 

Ciao! x

5 grand Gas Bill!!!!

Fuck ME this really is a joke, it is possible?

Please tell me I am imagining this? Heart failure beckons!

 

Ciao!

Nostalgia Fest.....

Been downloading some old music circa 2001:

Shaggy - It wasn't me

Toploader - Dancing in the moonlight

Blue - Too Close

To name but a few, my god man this must have been one of the best years of my life, high on testosterone, at college, going daft with the lads.....oh how I so long for it to be that time again.

 

*sigh*

 

It seems I am getting old!

 

Ciao! x

Is it a sign.......

of old age when your back starts hurting?

God help me, every part of my body is creaking at the moment, I don't feel like a bloke in his prime mid twenties I feel like a bloke in his mid sixties stuck on a zimmer frame!

Whats it to be morphine or codeine?

 

Ciao!

One Assignment down....

6 to go for the end of april Wonderful!

Reckon I can do it?

 

Ciao!

Cute!

Yeah shes lookin good!

Nerrrrrrrr!

Mamma Mia!

Who's a clever a bastard........

ME!!!!!!

I thought it would be clever to put 6 cans of Pepsi in the freezer, just so I could chill then quickly, well anyway I left them in there overnight and this was the result.....

Made for some cola flavoured ice pop!

 

Ciao!

I wonder......

Seems am going to blackpool on tuesday, goin out on the mon I think with the....well don't matter who. But how much has it changed in the last 10 yrs is it still as grey and dive like as it were back in 1998?

We shall see!

 

Ciao!

Internet Explorer 8: Service Gallery

IE 8...................SHIT!

As one door closes....

Another one opens so they say.....

Just on facebook and been having a wee snoop around here and there and came across something which caught my eye...nonetheless after what seems like an eternity a part of my life is now gone forever (how cliche I know!).

Feels rather weird this, this so called something hasn't bothered me as much as I thought it would, then again sods law would have it I got something else to distract me from it haha!

Am shaking now, not out of fear or shock but more so the realisation, I can't explain it...elation? happiness? nah probably gratification...

Well thats it, time now to truly move with the times and get myself and my house in order no more pining so they say!

 

Ciao!

Bastard Vista....

That cunt of an OS, fucking blue screened on me! XP time!

 

Ciao!

Smoldering Lemons!

Wow theres a first for everything!, I have actually had a good day at work today, is it possible that one can actually have a good day and work and not get pissed off with anyone in particular? Seemed to be the case today then!

Off out for the evening, wonders will never cease why my life is never boring.

 

Ciao!